loyalty

honestly im afraid , afraid that my loyalty to you will take me to the worst places. places where i wont even know who i am no more. to the point where i loose all control of my life. that’s the thing i know about myself. that when i actually let you in my life, there is no doubt that ill ever do you wrong.  ill have your back no matter what. ill actually be there an i wont leave your side. i tend to always forgive you and then give you another second chance, third chance , fourth … even if shit does go down, even if we do disagree, misunderstand, frustrate each other, ill still accept you as you are and let you back into my life. my loyalty runs deep. my tolerance levels high. and my fears will slowly be overcome. only a few have that privilege.